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The Fire Within
01:54
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It's often said that there are levels to this game/
and there were medals to my name
but then as shepherd woke a devil from the flames/
Bringing levels to my pain, sentence 8 years/
In my mental state prison, never safe here/
I don't hire private jets I'm on a higher plane/
So money don't impress me much to quote Shania Twain/
My only wish is to find the inner peace that/
don't exist in the loneliness of coke and opiates/
The pursuit of solid gold is a hollow goal/
For we all rot inside the same plot of stone/
I refused to stay working as a chained servant/
My mission is to chase purpose that I've found in Steph/
One beautiful woman is worth a thousand skets/
I found the best drug inside her heart
Which is a Bounty chest/
She helped me see I’ve drowned my sorrows in a clouded mess/
On voluntary house arrest when downing bevs without my friends/
But I'm guessing there's a lesson from this shit/
Like I’m glad I’m didn’t get on methamphetamine and split/
From my family, like friends who used to live/
In our upper middle area and played cricket there when we were kids/
It’s getting pretty heavy when I realise/
I became the very person that I used fear by/
Mixing binge drinking and mental illness, I theorised/
Jumping off the fucking Bolte Bridge - but I’m still alive/
My writing's therapy first, it helps to build the fire/
That was once extinguished by the blankets of the ill advisors/
In spite of any philistine, I will survive/
Because I’ve learned that every cloud has got a silver lining/
So James is still the writer.
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The Darkness Within
02:41
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I only have to glance in the mirror
I only have to glance in the mirror
I only have to glance in the mirror to summon the dead/
Necromancers scavenge for the blood that I let/
I only have to glance in the mirror to summon the dead/
Necromancers scavenge for the blood that I let/
I'm unrelenting in my hunger for flesh/
But the monsters under my bed are still softly touching my legs/
So what's the point of rhyming in a world financial crisis/
When the markets' uninspiring?/
My substance isn’t monetised/
Rap’s climate changed so my diamonds stay undermined/
My double meanings can summon creatures/
Vocal loops are fire bring the motorbikes and crusty demons/
Lotta rappers say they're clapping nines and pumping heaters/
But what they're packing's fake like Calvin Kleins on Justin Bieber/
Don't get lured by their hype factor/
In their rhyme pads there nothing is there like Canberra!/
More biting than Byzantium/
I highlander haircuts - Yolandi from Die Antwoord!/
This vet don't work with the animals here/
Its solely taxidermy I’ve performed in my rapping career/
Because the value of my best verse/
Exceeds the net worth of the Australian rap network/
Uncover hatred I’ll suffocate you with jumper cables/
‘til your lungs are vapour, then cut your brains out with rusted scalpels!/
Mother Nature aborted the son of Satan/
I spawned as the fallen angel, not born of a fornication!/
I never returned the call of heaven/
7 days deleted the voicemail forgotten message!/
They’re bringing 16s and 32s bout all their weapons/
I am spitting 12 gauges 22s and 47s/
The precision of my rifle power/
Could’ve singled Dwight Eisenhower from the Eiffel Tower!/
I am driven by a higher power/
Living in a silo, sitting quiet while the choir's shouting!/
So I scream alone on silent hill
My dreams are drowned in crying shrills
Repeating scenes from violent films/
(I am the one)
Who'll perfect acquired skills
And take them higher, STILL/
A hired shill, inclined to kill, I’ll die at will/
The suicidal pilot, I am flying to my final kill/
The writing in my rhyme book will incite a chilling riot/
Inked papyrus lit alight it’s not a fire drill!/
It’s not a fire drill
This is not a fire drill
Modern rap got me losing my faith
And you are not my family so I don't care if you can relate
It’s not a fire drill
This is not a fire drill
Pop culture got me losing my faith and
And you are not my family so I don't care if you can relate
James is Haunted
2020
James is Haunted
James is Haunted
And you are not my family so I don't care if you can relate
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Cryptic Melbourne, Australia
I write and perform rap music. The term music is being used very loosely.
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